Nothing stops time.. Enjoy it..

31st of december 2007.. roughly 15 hrs till 2008.. end to a spectacular year.. gotta love every minute of it, even the rough bits.. everyone's getting older, everyone's getting wiser except rusty.. wont believe the thoughts running through my head, the thoughts of GIS and the times of the common room, chemistry, football.. to the times of heritage row.. to many 18th birthdays .. to KUCHING!!!.. to the awesome summer of 07 <3.. to UNI!. and to this very day of our lives.. all of our lives... remember it, because for many of us, its the last year of celebrating the new year as a teenager.. u'l all be 20 next time this year.. i hope u know that!! =P.. Remember when we were all young and stupid, how we used to take mufti day as the best day of our lives or valentines dance as the most romantic event ever.. wow, now we're so carefree and old..

To all my friends out there, thank you!! for everything!!, u've pulled me through bushes of fire and been a shoulder when i needed it.. i was weak but u've made me a much stronger person.. i owe it to u guys, des, brian, greg, jo, lang, ben t, zim, col, jason espc., dawn, zi and josh... LIVE IT, LIVE OUT, LIVE IN, LIVE LIFE.. LOVE IT!.. every stupid thing u do, every mistake u make.. love it cause it'll only make u a stronger person if u use it to ur advantage.. Nvr let anyone make u feel like a shithole.. cause i know every single one of u out there.. and ur no where near that.. u guys are awesome, and this goes to names unmentioned above but u know who u are.. be you, be fun and mostly be caring.. if u see a poor old man on the street in the winter.. give him ur jacket or a blanket (thos me dont know why u would ahve a blanket to spare randomly at that point in time)... cause u know very well he'd need it much more than u.. I'm nvr gonna forget this year, neither am I to forget u guys, my friends.. we shal someday grow old and meet up.. maybe here, maybe in space, or maybe, just in our hearts.. but we will.. cause we are the base of this triangle and we've still got the top to fill.. so be srong.. <333

And to sophie, i hope that u would sometime read this blog because i want u to read this.. The year was pretty ordinary from the start, then it just got better and better.. I would remember 2007 for a few special reasons, 1 of them being u.. that day i saw u, the feeling- undescribable.. i still remmeber it like it was yesterday.. I would'nt pay anyone to film that day even if i had the chance.. reason? Cause then everyone would have seen me turn bright red, chasing some girl in blue down the mall with his assistant... yes dawn, that would be u! =P.. anyways, that isnt a good enuf reason.. it would have mainly been because it was for our own eyes and no one elses.. something special.. no story will match this, not even george lucas will be able to recreate something like this.. i've learnt so much from u, i hope uknow that.. we had something good, and i dont think u can deny that... i'm really sorry for the bad times and i dont want to rmeber them but they;ve made me realise how stupid i was and all in all im so much stronger than i used to be.. btw i nvr wrote those poems, it was something called love.. anyways, I just wrote this post for everyone to see, just as a thank you to an awesome year.. im sure i'll have other awesome years but right now, nothing beats this.. Your probably angry at me and all, and dont want to hear me rambling on abt something thats over.. but hey, i cant help remember something great.. well, have a great 2008, and good luck with whatever you do.. and this goes out to all of u aswell.. tata!

This is a post to remember. Panda's are a rare species, Ferrari enzos are a rare car, but this is a fucking rare human ant. It is known for its stupidity, idiotic-ness and ability to love boys named desmond. Here are few pics of this rare species of human ants caught on camera while roaming the streets of K.L. It lies under 2 inches in height, is capable of steering a full sized human car and is heavily armoured with singlets. This ant has performed numerous acts of stupidity including the above haircut a.k.a. saisai hair. At present this human ant is now bald due to chewing gum falling randomly on his head after walking under a tree. He is also known for his infamous drumming abilities, equally matched with his rival ashwin fuck. There will be a further update on this rare species of human/ant/hemaphrodite/transvestite/botox fuck crossbreeding, just so as more research has been performed on its DNA sample. Warning: this rare ant is currently cruising the streets in a black satria neo, please be on the look out for a moving vehicle with no apparent driver or the number plate BEM4. End of post.

Its christmas- love it!

25th of December- the time of joy, time to love, just take it in your stride. I heard on the radio the other day, the dj was talking about ppl being depressed on christmas day and all.. this maybe for many reasons.. but hey i have a friend whose grandma just passed away a few days before christmas, and he's taking it well... and thts good because its always healthy to be happy.. even tho its hard.. i look up to him, he's helped me thro' the tough times of my life and thats why I love him... Its alwAYs sad when it comes to the end of a year, it just means ur getting older and the end of a year that u may want to remember forever.. just take it in ur stride.. I used to believe in wishes, but i've stopped lately; i stopped, i hate being letdown.. from now on i'll just work for wat i want.. last night everyone wrote down wishes on stars and set that star off with helium balloons, it made me sad.. sad because i know that sometimes there are people out there that need a wish to come true more than others and it only normally does for the people that dont need it as much as others.. I however will pray rather than wish for everyone i know and love to just be happy.. I really dont care how, just get happy, even if that means u smoking weed or shouting at the top of ur lungs in the middle of a restaurant- however not gonna pray u wont get kickd out... lol.. and i hope u all find love this christmas, cause i have.. and its you.. you being all my best friends out there helping me and being there for me even 10000 km away, you being my family who i will always love.. you being yourself.. because uve got to damn well live with yourself forever.. god blesss

Christmas help!

OK, what-the-eff is menzie going to do for christmas?.. what is he gonna do?.. all his friends are leaving him for KL and his gf left him for JACK RIGHT? haha, stupid johan and his rihanna 'unfaithful' song.. erm i have several options in mind..

1. get a freaking job to get extra cash to go shopping = )...
2. practice my already crazy football skills... = )...
3. study like an einstein and become the worlds smartest man..
4. Or i could just prepare for my exams...
5. and maybe the possibility of going clubbing with random ppl lol... =(
6. AHHH yes i could also train for my IFBB tour.. = ), that means gymming 24/7 oh yes.. haha, but im weak right?...

Welll yess that is my list, i'm fucked arent i?.. i'm thinking of sending out christmas cards to all my little friends out ther this year, and my family.. but if i do, guys can u not be mad if i dont writemuch.. cause then i would have to write alot in everyone of them and i dont think i have the energy =D.. thank you being soo understanding!.. haha ZIM U MIGHT GET A SPECIAL CHRISTMAS CARD WITH A POPUP, and i MIGHT RUN OUT OF GLUE!!! HAHAHA... stupid motor man... =D jokes jokes.. anywho, FRANCE!.. oh yea that would be an awesome trip.. except for the part where i probably wont get to see sophie.. =(.. but oh wells! it is a nice country with ppl who eat snails.. escargo.. yumm.. ben teo wanna come?.. =D im thinking of heading down to the freezing cold beach in cannes every morning.. just for a runn abt, seeing as i love sand.. or in this case SANDICE haha.. cause it might be frozeN?? iam the funniest blogger active at 7am in the freaking morning la!.. hmm zurich might be pretty cool too.. at least i'll know i won't get shot.. by anyne from any country.. =D.. hey if u ditchers going to KL want anything from france tell mee ok? then i'd consider buying u something.. like a leaf or something.. well i cant be freakd to finish this post, cause me is going to go get rdy for class now, having not slept in abt 48 hrs.. fuck!.. tata.. "screw u guys im going home" - Cartmen(southpark)

Oh yes- the attack of last minute work!

Fish, i'm up AGAIN till 7am in the morning doing coursework, i swear it'd better get a good mark. Then again i could've finished it well before midnight, i was just busy with facebook poker!.. wow addictive, addictive like chocolate =D or OMG DIGESTIVES, i swear i have ate at least 200 digestive biscuits in the last week.. *bloat*... so anyways back to my long night of work and i was thinking, my god the year is almost over!.. wow cant believe that its almost 2008!.. fuck im getting old.. ='(.. Hey what can i say!, 2007= best year of my life- except the year when i was given life OH and the year when i first realised i was becoming a man!.. well yea, this years been awsome. It's the year of LEGALNESS, yes thats right i turned 18 bitchess.. and i've never been closer to my friends! they are awesome btw except the gay one and the rempit oh and that kua lo.. anyways, its also the year where i graduate from college and head to, yes uve guessed U-N-I.. which has been awesome btw, tons and tons of freedom, but a bit of a note to self- never leave work till the day before its deadline!! fuck.. haha.. this has also been an epic year because of the splitting of long time married couple, desmond deshen ng. and mr. johan abdul ahmad fadzil bin ladin mohamed najib's ass rahman.. such a tragedy = ).. THE REMPIT has UPGRADED to A BMW 3 SERIES from a SUZUKI!!.. well done!.. oh and not to mention matthew sixten rust has not injured himself this year........ YET.... and last but not least, the unforgettable awesome summer!.. haha 3 and a half months of utter random crap... which was real good.. loved it.. also the summer i fell in love, i wish i could blog about the story of how i met her (very erm, movie like!) but its really long and embarassing for me!.. =P.. we'll take it as that.. oh wellz.. im gonna get back to me work now! and possibly a can of redbull... "screw u guys, i'm going home" - Cartmen (southpark)