Look around you...

From the death of relatives, to the death of khairul to someone famous like heath ledger.. Look around you, they're missing.. but never gone.. all you have to do is open your heart to find them.. obviously some people dont have hearts and really treat you like shit.. not to mention any names.. but its people like them who we dont throw our lives to.. people like them who we should nvr shed a tear over.. the people who really matter are the ones deep inside of you.. the ones that have a place in your heart, your family.. your brothers, mum, dad, even your mum's bf.. your friends, the ones that will be there with you till ur last minutes, be at the hospital with you till the early hours.. the ones that give u warm advice... look around cause there arent many of them around but im so glad i have a handful of wonderful ones.. <3

She's just a spec of dust in your room.. i nvr wish i was sorry to you.. and i take back everything i've said to you before.. your obviously just a kid.. thinking everything's a game.. im actually sory for you becuase you'll nvr find someone like me to treat you as good as i did.. and to top it off i was foolish.. looking back, you really nvr cared about how i felt.. you knew i nvr wanted to hear his name again, and you even said to forget about him.. but then nooooooo, you went to a movie premiere with that hemaphrodite, then kept texting him and keeping in contact with him when u very well knew my situation.. btw i hated it when u replied his texts when u were on the phone to me.. and i hated how you kinda used me.. yea.. come to think of it, your just as bad as the plastics in mean girls... you dont directly show it.. but you are.. So look around you cause theere arent many people out there that are true to themselves.. and i hope you and paul do go out somehow.. cause u two are perfect for each other.. you just wanna use him for his contacts in the movie industry and he just wants the sex.. good job.. kotek besar..