Its christmas- love it!

25th of December- the time of joy, time to love, just take it in your stride. I heard on the radio the other day, the dj was talking about ppl being depressed on christmas day and all.. this maybe for many reasons.. but hey i have a friend whose grandma just passed away a few days before christmas, and he's taking it well... and thts good because its always healthy to be happy.. even tho its hard.. i look up to him, he's helped me thro' the tough times of my life and thats why I love him... Its alwAYs sad when it comes to the end of a year, it just means ur getting older and the end of a year that u may want to remember forever.. just take it in ur stride.. I used to believe in wishes, but i've stopped lately; i stopped, i hate being letdown.. from now on i'll just work for wat i want.. last night everyone wrote down wishes on stars and set that star off with helium balloons, it made me sad.. sad because i know that sometimes there are people out there that need a wish to come true more than others and it only normally does for the people that dont need it as much as others.. I however will pray rather than wish for everyone i know and love to just be happy.. I really dont care how, just get happy, even if that means u smoking weed or shouting at the top of ur lungs in the middle of a restaurant- however not gonna pray u wont get kickd out... lol.. and i hope u all find love this christmas, cause i have.. and its you.. you being all my best friends out there helping me and being there for me even 10000 km away, you being my family who i will always love.. you being yourself.. because uve got to damn well live with yourself forever.. god blesss